From The Start

This is just another story

full of vampires, princes, and princesses

Listen close my dear audience

For I am the narrator

and this is just the prologue

Wait! wait

This is but the beginning

Continue on as the heroes

conquer the villians

But what if the villains win?

The lands will be in depression

nowhere to turn

Ah

but then there are other heroes

right?

This is but another story

with dragons, heroes, and villians

Listen close my dearest audience

For I am the narrator

and this is the prologue

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

I yell

I cry

I'm always angry

I feel myself

pushing people

I love away

I want to be alone

But I want someone near

I feel like a monster

or like I'm two-faced

I hate

then love

I cry

then laugh

I'm angry

then I'm happy

I'm such a monster

The Blade

You think that you

can say sorry and

everything will be fine

But I know that you'd

be the first to do it again

I'm not stupid

I know you

If I didn't know you

better than I know myself

I'd take you back

But that will

never happen

I know that you'd just

bury the knife

deep into my spine

again

Days We Lost

Where did the simple days go?

How did this happen to us?

When did we grow apart?

I miss what we had

The smiles faded

to frowns

The light

turned to dark

Everything that I used to know

that we had

has been lost

All the smiles

all the laughs

all those happy moments

have vanished with my sanity

I miss the simple days

Now only a black cloud

follows me

in your place

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 Another argument

I flee the scene

I don't wanna

be apart of

Raised voices

Thrown punches

Shattered glass

Broken hearts

Just another day

in my house

What Is Christmas?

Is it the shopping?

The gifts?

Tons of decorations?

Not to me

Christmas is

when I get to spend

Time with my family

My family and I

We don't have a lot

We never have

but we do have

each other

and that is all we need

I'm glad I have them

to spend Christmas with

Home

I'm a freak

Of nature here

You can't prevent

Me from being so

I don't belong here

I don't want to belong here

I just want

To get out of here

I want to go

Home

People tell me

It's wonderful here

I've lived here long enough

To know otherwise

I just can't take it

Anymore

I'm about to go mad

If I have to stay

Here any longer

The Backbone

You're the heart

and soul out of

all of you

You say a lot

but never speak

When you do speak

it's the grandest

thing we've ever heard

You're the backbone

the talent

the life

of the band

and we all love

you

I wrote this for Gustav Schäfer because we all know he's cool like that

Leave

You don't know

how I feel

I don't want

to see any of you

Go away

Leave me alone

You don't care

you never have

Stop acting like it

You'll never understand

these scars

I have my reasons

for such things
You'll hurt your

brain if you try

to understand

I push you away

because I don't

want you to hurt

me more

Just go away

You've forgotten me

I don't want you

Don't lie to me

You're never here

You don't love me

So just leave

Human After All

I don't care

What anybody else thinks

I'm not perfect

And I never will be

You can't

Change me

You never will

Be able to

Stop wasting your time trying

I may look like

I never cry

Or whatever else

They think I don't do

But in truth

I do

I still have emotions

I guess

That makes me

Human after all