Endless Pain

I've always feared

that I will never find love

that I'll always be alone

You've always had the love

I've wanted

Endlessly loving another

My pain is here

The pain is strong

Your urges rise

Your pain is gone

But my hands are tied

with it

I'd rather lie awake

at night with pain

Than sleep tightly

with dreams of finding love

then waking up to find it

untrue and unreal

My mind is far away

Though I maybe

physically near

This poem is a found poem. Long story short, I had to write a found poem for English class and decided to use one I'd already written. This poem is just one I wrote anyway.