That Day Never Came

The rain that falls

Splatters my window

But I can't hear it

This house I live in

Is empty

You've told me

That I am fixed

But I don't believe you

I still feel

Like I'm broken

I feed myself lies

I say I'm cool

But I'm not

I'm not fine either

I may be a jerk

Maybe it will be okay

One day

That day will never come

I don't plan on letting go

I shall continue

To hang on

They tell me

That time heals the pain

I guess I'll be waiting forever

That day never came

The screams that I have in my mind

Are a secret

Well

Not anymore

I've seen many doctors

Healers

And psychics

Not to mention all your

Broken promises

But they never help

That day will never come

For me

I will never heal

I will always

Be looking for

A way to put

All the pieces

Of me back together

But I will never find it