Blame

You're upset

I know you are

You only talk to

a select few people

and I'm not one 

of them

I won't hurt you

not emotionally

I couldn't

it's not in my nature

You're one of the only

people who have seen me

for me

I don't want to lose you

not like this

It may not be

my fault for making 

you upset

but I blame myself

just the same

Just remember

I am here for you

Broken Promises

Your promises to me

are empty,

nothing

You tend to break them

It's almost like you want

to build up my hope

and love to watch my

hopes be broken

You make me stop trusting

people all together

You're not the only

one who does it

Others have done

the same

Empty

I don't know why

but I feel so alone

The people I used to

know

have left me here

Even abandoned me

in the worst of

times

I used to feel

so loved

Now

I feel nothing

Only emptiness