Where's My Wonderland

What happened to my Wonderland?

Did it come crumbling down?

What happened to my happiness?

Did I start to drown?

What happened to my Wonderland?

Has reality hit me?

All this pain

is it real or all in my head?

Always so sad and broken

I tried to leave what's real behind

But as I fell deeper and deeper

into my mind

 I became harder to find

I've found my Wonderland

And I've left you all behind

All you see is a Cheshire smile

and the shell of a Mad Hatter

This poem is actually inspired by a song called Where's My Wonderland? by Blood on the Dance Floor. I decided to twist the song to what I thought it was about.

To The Music Man I've Never Met

Music man I've never met

You make me feel so alive

and I've never seen your face

One can only bet

how hard it is to strive

on very little in this place

They taunt me because I'm a freak

They point and laugh and whisper about me

Your music is the only thing that helps me through

Your music makes their words weak

You make me feel so free

So I guess this is thank you

Of all the things I could never say

those lyrics help me to speak

They and you help me to see there's a better way

Even if I am just a freak

This poem is for many musicians that I listen to. I've actually decided to send it to two in particular because they're my heroes. Unfortunately, I don't know if they'll get it.